Jan 5, 2021 20:04
Animorphs-Book 15:The Escape-Chapter 3
The Chee are sweet, really.
Hardly a fun choice to have to make.
Chapter 4
Mixing up global warming and ozone holes here, but....
That delightful Andalite mix of superiority and xenophobia.
Honestly, I think Marco is misreading his friends here, in large part, because he's so torn up by, first his mom's death, and then the discovery that she's alive but a Yeerk-Controller. There might be some pity, sure, but I think more of it would be Operation Let's Save Marco's Mom. This would still likely be a disaster, but they'd rally to him, not feel sorry for him. But Marco is obviously not emotionally ready to deal with who and what his mom has become.
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Erek the Chee used to be Erek this guy I knew from school. But Erek is a lot more than just some guy.
The Chee are a race of androids. They pass as humans by projecting a sort of holographic energy field around themselves that looks human. Erek may look like a kid. But he is older than human history.
The Chee came to Earth hundreds of thousands of years ago. They were companions to the Pemalites, whose home planet had been devastated by a violent invasion. The Pemalites had fled, but too late. By the time they reached Earth, the Pemalites were finished.
Their deathless androids did all they could. They gave the essence of the Pemalites a new life. They melded them with wolves. And from this union dogs were born.
If you know how basically sweet and faithful and loving dogs are, you know what the Pemalites were like. And you also know a little of what the Chee are like.
The Chee are peaceful, but not out of weakness. Erek, all by himself, could have taken on every person in the mall that day, beaten them all, and ripped the mall down around our ears. Literally.
But the Chee are pacifists. It's the way they are. They are also enemies of the Yeerks. They watch the Yeerks and learn about them, and, in their nonviolent way, do all they can to delay the Yeerks.
The Chee are sweet, really.
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Erek waited till we were done with our little prank. He waited till I was walking away through the mall with Jake. We had split from the others so as not to look like a "group."
"Hi, Marco," Erek said. "Hello, Jake."
We didn't exactly rush over to throw our arms around him. We'd seen what happened the one time Erek did go postal. It was hard to forget. Hard to treat someone that powerful like just another kid.
"Hi, Erek, how's it going?" Jake asked guardedly.
"Fine. And we know, through our sources, that you have been doing good work against ... against our mutual acquaintances." He lowered his voice. "I think we'd better have some privacy."
Suddenly, the air around us shimmered. All the noises of the mall were blanked out. And Erek was no longer human. He was a chrome-and-ivory robot, shaped a little like a lean dog, walking erect.
"What did you do?" I asked.
"I extended my hologram out around us all. People walking by are seeing a group of security guards talking. No one will bother or overhear us."
It was a cool trick. But it made my stomach do a little flip. Erek wasn't going to all this trouble just to talk about sports or whatever.
"Rescuing the two free Hork-Bajir was a good thing. They may prove to be the seeds of something very powerful and good. You may have begun the salvation of an entire race."
I shrugged. "We like to keep busy. It's either rescue entire races or play Nintendo."
Erek laughed with his chrome dog's muzzle. Then he was instantly serious again. "I need to talk to you privately, Marco."
"Well, I don't have any secrets from Jake," I said. "I think that's the basis of a good marriage: openness, honesty."
"It's about someone who was once very close to you, Marco."
My heart stopped beating. I knew instantly who he meant. I started to say something, but my first words died on my tongue. I tried again. "My mom?"
Erek glanced at Jake.
"It's okay," Jake said. "I know. I'm the only one who does."
Erek nodded. "Marco, your mother has returned to Earth. She is overseeing some very secret new project. It's being run from Royan Island. Or, to be precise, it's being run from the waters around Royan Island."
I wasn't really hearing what Erek was saying. I was still back on the part about my mom returning to Earth. Jake understood. He took over dealing with Erek.
"What are they doing out there in the ocean?"
"We don't know," Erek said. "But whatever it is, it would have to be huge for Visser One to be overseeing it."
"Visser Three must be a little ticked about that."
Erek nodded. "Visser Three is not one of Visser One's favorite Yeerks. And vice versa."
"Yeah," Jake agreed.
"Look, I ... we weren't sure whether to tell you about this. But we've learned all we can. And I felt Marco had a right to know she was back on Earth. But you guys have to be clear about something. Visser One didn't get to the top of the Yeerk hierarchy by being nice. She is brilliant and dangerous."
Jake looked at me to see how I was reacting.
"You guys think I don't know what Visser One is Iike?!" I said hotly.
"I know you do," Erek said. "But humans are easily tricked by outer appearances. You judge people by their faces and eyes. The face of Visser One is the face of someone you trust, Marco. But if you Animorphs decide to investigate this thing on Royan Island, you may come up against Visser One directly."
I could see where he was going. And it made me mad. I don't even know why. "Look, Erek, I'm not an idiot, okay?"
He shook his robot head. "I know you aren't. But you love your mother. You want to save her. So you may make mistakes."
I swear I would have swung at Erek. But he would have let me hit him. And I would have just hurt my hand.
"There's one other clue," Erek said. "We have reason to believe that some new species of Controller is at Royan Island. We believe they are called Leerans."
"Thanks, Erek," Jake said.
"Will he be all right?" Erek asked Jake.
I didn't wait to hear Jake's answer. I turned and stepped out of the hologram. I saw a woman's eyes widen in shock. What she had seen was a kid stepping directly out of a casually chatting security guard.
Jake caught up with me a few seconds later.
"Erek didn't mean anything bad. You know that," Jake said. "He just meant -"
"I know what he meant," I snapped. "He meant if it came to crunch time, would I destroy my own mother to protect the mission? That's what he meant."
Jake grabbed my shoulder and turned me around. "And?"
I was still mad. But I knew why I was mad. It wasn't that Erek had insulted me somehow. It was that Erek was right.
"I don't know, Jake," I said. "I don't know."
Hardly a fun choice to have to make.
Chapter 4
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<Yes, I know what a Leeran is. I have heard of that species,> Ax said. <But where did you hear that word?>
It was the next day after school, out in the woods where Ax and Tobias lived. Tobias was off hunting. I wanted to talk to Ax alone. He was in his own body, of course, watching me with his main eyes while his stalk eyes cautiously scanned the trees in every direction.
I had asked Jake not to say anything to the others about Erek. The others didn't know that Visser One was my mother. They all thought what I had thought for the past two years. That my mom had drowned. That her body had never been found.
I hadn't wanted the others to know the truth. That my mother had been made into a Controller. That the Yeerk inside her head was the original commander of the Earth invasion.
I didn't want their pity. I still don't. I'm a joker. I'm a comedian. That's how I deal with life.
See, I've always believed that to some extent you get to decide for yourself what your life will be like. You can either look at the world and say, "Oh, isn't it all so tragic, so grim, so awful." Or you can look at the world and decide that it's mostly funny.
If you step back far enough from the details, everything gets funny. You say war is tragic. I say, isn't it crazy the way people will fight over nothing? People fight wars to control crappy little patches of empty desert, for crying out loud. It's like fighting over an empty soda can. It's not so much tragic as it is ridiculous. Asinine! Stupid!
You say, isn't it terrible about global warming? And I say, no, it's funny. We're going to bring on global warming because we ran too many leaky air conditioners? We used too much spray deodorant,
so now we'll be doomed to sweat forever? That's not sad. That's irony.
Mixing up global warming and ozone holes here, but....
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Note to Alanis: That is ironic.
But humor kind of breaks down when the tragedy gets up close and personal.
See, I saw what my mom's "death" did to my dad. And you know what? There wasn't anything funny about it. And I know that for a year I cried myself to sleep most nights, looking at her picture. I still feel like someone blew a hole in me. A hole that will never heal. A hole I don't want to heal, because I don't want to stop hurting for my mom, I don't want to get over it.
Jake knew my mom. So when we all came face-to-face with Visser One, he knew who she was. But not Rachel or Cassie or Tobias or Ax. And since we'd been in animal morph at the time, the human-Controller known as Visser One did not recognize "her" son.
<Where did you hear about Leerans?> Ax asked me again.
"Look, can you just tell me what you know about them?"
Ax hesitated. He is still a little uncomfortable being open and honest with humans. The Andalites are not used to trusting other species.
<They are an aquatic race. Their planet is mostly water, like Earth. Only their land masses don't have much life. The most advanced life-forms are in the oceans. The Leerans are a sentient race of amphibians.> He shrugged. <At least, that's what I learned in school. I've never met a Leeran, of course. They aren't allowed on our world.>
"Not allowed? Why not? Are they dangerous?"
Ax laughed. He gets this kind of superior, know-it-all attitude sometimes. <Of course not dangerous, More like embarrassing.>
"Why? Do they fart in public or something?"
<Leerans are supposed to be psychic. They can read minds. At least they can do it if they're within close range. We have technological and military secrets we don't want the Leerans to know. Plus, you know, thoughts you might not want strangers listening in on. Now, where did you hear about
Leerans?>
That delightful Andalite mix of superiority and xenophobia.
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"Erek. The Chee. He says there's some kind of secret underwater thing going on with the Yeerks. He says some Leerans are involved."
Ax looked puzzled. <Yeerks and Leerans? It doesn't make sense. The Yeerks could never invade the Leeran world like they're doing with Earth. The Leerans are psychic. They would instantly know if one of their people were a Controller.>
"Yeah. You're right. On the other hand ... if you could make Controllers out of these Leerans. Psychic Controllers?"
Ax swiveled his stalk eyes toward me. <They would be able to root out spies. Like the Chee. They would be able to sense traitors.>
"And they would be able to find five human kids and one Andalite," I said. "They would see right through an animal morph. They would mean the end of us."
I took a deep breath and let it out slowly. Through a gap in the trees I spotted a hawk soaring just over the treetops. Maybe Tobias, maybe not. In addition to fantastic sight, hawks have excellent hearing. I wondered, if it was Tobias, if he'd overheard my conversation with Ax.
"I guess it doesn't matter," I muttered.
<What doesn't matter?>
"Anything," I said with a laugh. "It doesn't matter, does it?" I guess I always knew my secret would come out sooner or later. Funny-boy Marco is destined to look pathetic. My friends will look at me and think, Poor, poor Marco. I shook my head. "Never fails, you know. The Irony Gods. They wait for the chance to twist your life around. Mr. Cool-and-Detached ends up being the object of pity. Great. Perfect."
<These Irony Gods are a human religion?> Naturally Ax was totally mystified by my babbling.
"No. They're just a Marco religion," I said. "The Irony Gods wait to find out whatever it is you don't want. And that's what they do to you."
<And this is funny?> Ax asked. He's a little unsure of human humor.
"Absolutely," I said. "If it was happening to someone else, it would be hysterical."
Honestly, I think Marco is misreading his friends here, in large part, because he's so torn up by, first his mom's death, and then the discovery that she's alive but a Yeerk-Controller. There might be some pity, sure, but I think more of it would be Operation Let's Save Marco's Mom. This would still likely be a disaster, but they'd rally to him, not feel sorry for him. But Marco is obviously not emotionally ready to deal with who and what his mom has become.